I covet your regard.

See me, and only me

You are all in this world that I need

Touch me, move me, claim my heart

I come undone when we are apart

My only desire is to make you feel

My soul on fire, only you are real

You inspire such extraordinary emotional view

How could I not plummet into devotion of you

Begining

I have decided to make a new blog. I am going to actually stick with this one, because i found a few old ones and it had a big impact on me to be able to look back and see how much I have changed and grown, and to think about how differently I would handle thoes same situations now. I am going to also try to at least once a month post a new picture of me and of Maddy so I can watch that evolution as well. I Know Josh (my beloved) will be reading, and whoever else randomly comes across this page in the interweb, but I am going to try not to let that have any impact on what I write. I want this to be completely unscripted and unedited. I want a place to say exactly what I feel at the time and to be able to freely express myself. I gave Josh the link to give him a small insight into my cryptic thoughts, pretty much because he is a good boyfriend who trys really hard and I think he deserves it.

At this point in my life, I am a mother to an amazing 4yr old girl named Madeline Xandra (Maddy). I am in a really great relationship with a man I love with my whole heart, Joshua. I am getting ready to start looking for jobs so I can start a savings again. I was supposed to be starting school this month but had to put it off (again) due to finances.

Well there is my answer to the vexing question of "How to begin a blog."

I will update when I feel the need, untill then...